whine whine.

sigh. back to school tomorrow. back to choir till late. back to a stupid lousy busy monday.

sigh. just now's mass wasn't exactly a disaster of the first magnitude. neither was the practice after (which was close). will i ever get the hang of leading people? are some people just born fated never to lead, always to follow? i don't care anymore.

have to cut down my blogging time and computer time and tv time. school is starting liao. i wanna get all Bs. no B-, no Cs. Bs and above. for everything. sem 2 liao. this underserving undergrad shall become a deserving undergrad. *rolls eyes* i wanna go SEP to UNC Chapel hill.

those videos i uploaded into google are so blur. maybe the conversion did it. but google doesn't seem to accept .mov file. sigh. those nice videos spoilt for nothing.

and it's raining like there's no tomorrow.

i feel like doing a criss angel and yell: "MINDFREAK!!!!!" but for now, "i sound my barbaric YAWP! over the rooftops of the world."

if i put a gigantic padlock on time so that nothing will ever have to change, i'd put the lock on my JC1 days. the days of 4/6 aren't a bad time either.

the depression sets in again.